Rolling down down down

When i looked at my midterms, comparing to last sem and this sem, i feel dumb. Coz instead of doing much better, i'm doing worse :S :( Padan muka, sepa suruh makan tidur ja banyak, otak nda jalan langsung. I procrastinated alot this sem.... ok, and i seem to be indenial that.i.am.just.as.lazy.as.a.FAT.PIG.


Last sem was more on basic science, this sem is all organ system: renal, respiratory, cardiac, vascular and the other module is public health which is actually interesting (esp psychology part), but the lecturers are boring. YES, the LECTURERS. My elective: genetics, same thing, this got me all hype during alevel, but here, omg i feel like going down screaming at the lecturer:

"EXCUSE ME, GENETICS IS SUPPOSE TO BE FUN AND INTERESTING! ITS NOT SUPPOSE TO BE A SLEEPING PILL!!"

But i didnt. Coz i fell asleep in most of the classes, when its already the 4th/5th slide. Now i think uni lecturers are just ignorant and are not passionate about the students. They dont seem to give any isht about wanting the student to understand what theyre talking about thoroughly. You dont see a slight effort from them trying to make what they teach interesting. All they do is yadayadayada, bore you to slumberland. They're there only for the friggin paycheck. Grrr.

Obviously, im generalising. Not all lecturers are like that.

Ok, cukup la. Subuh suda ni.
Assalamualaikum.