The sound of music.

Ok sekarang sudah boleh tulis blog dengan aman sebab tadi di computer room ada minah irish duduk di sebelah yang cakap "bless you" setiap kali saya bersin. Dia tidak kacau pun pun tapi rasa pelik la tiba-tiba dia peek tengok apa kau mahu taip kan.

Di sini ada orang yang tidur berdengkur agaknya dia mungkin terlalu penat kelas seharian dari pagi, mungkin juga dia tidak tidur semalaman sebab belajar pasal upper limb penat baca nota-nota S Giles, mungkin mungkin mungkin................




Dan dia baru sahaja bangun. Hello :)

Rupanya dia ada sakit perempuan, bukan penat belajar. Eheh :|

x x x x x x x x

Petang ini ada open house rumah Hariz. Bermakna binge binge binge and then sleep, followed by guilt. Resulting in my presence in the gym the next day :)

"Look Good Naked"

I think that's the best slogan for any gym :)

Bapa serta bonda tercinta sudah cut off budget untuk saya me-renew crunch UCD membership kerana mendapati penyertaan saya di gym tersebut menghasilkan tubuh yang lebih sasa daripada daripada Snoop Dogg. Dengan baki membership sebulan lebih lagi akan ku manfaatkan sepenuhnya sebelum naik 10kg lagi seperti tahun-tahun sebelumnya (-_-")


Buat masa sekarang saya sedikit weight-concerned kerana no-budget for new clothes if i gain weight, again :/ Dengan itu saya ingin mengharapkan pertolongan anda-anda sekalian sila jauhkan makanan-makanan high sugar and saturated fat and trans fat yang sedap-sedap belaka dari pandangan saya, ok?

Sekian, terima kasih.

Before i forget

Eid Mubarak loves! :D

Rumah sudah tiada internet.

Memandangkan baru pindah, terpaksalah kami cancel NTL broadband subscription (T_T), i.e NO BLOGGING :(

haraf maaf ini sahaja imej yang di paparkan oleh google menggambarkan killing time

Oh btw, sorry for the multiple post entries last week, i was trying to kill time before i head for slumberland. nd just so you know, my english vocabulary span is very limited because my lack of reading, so pardon me if my english posts are not up to your standards, alright?

One question:

HOW CAN I GET TO 43KGs?
Help.

Tersimpan. Like a friend.

~Ignore the pictures in the video. Just listen to the song.

Lama tidak update

Tidak mampu tahan ketawa baca post di blog Hatim.


Pantiliner pun boleh jadi post-its.

Looking for somebody to hit the dancefloor

Hei hei apa dancefloor dancefloor, bulan ramadhan la ni amirah! Ingat sikit.

Eh itu lyric lagu la.

Senang kah jadi perempuan?

Di saat-saat mereka sedang berbincang mengenai masalah dunia perempuan yakni masalah yang berkaitan dengan gambar di atas, saya pula memblog di sini. Kerana I have no idea what am I suppose to say. They sound like ada masalah dunia melanda e.g. tsunami, global warming, etc. Agak ragu-ragu saya nak melompat masuk ke dalam conversation yang berbunyi serious and deep pada mereka. Saya agak feelingless and speechless bila conversation yang berjalan adalah berkaitan dengan topik di atas. Nanti karang saya bersuara, out of topic pula. Mati akal *cricket cricket*

Kau ni amirah, asyik-asyik mati akal.

Hmmm.
Senangkah jadi lelaki juga?




Hmm. No offence, but how about being a hemaphrodite?

Its in between, i think it might be better i.e. on the fence...?

Post yang tidak bertujuan.

BLUE MOON TODAY, ok?

Sebab saya declare blue moon, maka kita akan di entertain dengan lagu dari kumpulan boyband yang suda berkecai iaitu Blue. Guilty.

Hanya kerana saya bosan mati akal.

Another one from medscape; for those who doubts this medicine career.

Question

I'm really worried that maybe I shouldn't be a doctor. What should I do?


Response from Daniel J. Egan, MD Associate Attending Physician, Department of Emergency Medicine, St. Luke's-Roosevelt Hospital Center, New York, NY


Don't panic. Although that may be your first instinct after investing years of planning to become a doctor, you should not despair. In fact, despite what you are feeling, there is a good chance that you may still want to be a doctor but need to do some exploring and self-reflection.
Surprisingly, you may not even have a good grasp of what it means to be a doctor. Depending on where you are in your education, you may have observed various doctors in the hospital. The reality, though, is that for most medical specialties, life in the hospital does not truly reflect what day-to-day life will be like later in your career.

My first piece of advice is to gather your thoughts and try to pinpoint what it is that you are feeling. Given the rigorous academic course you pursued to get into medical school, it is unlikely that you have a sudden distaste for the sciences. It could be the overwhelming amount of information that you are expected to retain. It could be the feeling that you have no life beyond medicine. It could be the sense that you have lost touch with reality and the rest of the world. But those are normal feelings, and you should not think that you are alone if you are experiencing them.

However, if you worry that the career may not be right for you, it is time to start addressing those concerns. Medical school is a huge financial investment. Add the residency years to that and you are also talking about a substantial time commitment.

I recommend thinking back to what it was that drew you to medicine in the first place. Was it your pediatrician? Was it a mentor you encountered while doing research? Was it a personal illness or that of a family member? Take time to reflect on what brought you this far. Remove yourself from the constant studying and memorizing -- or if you are in your clinical years, the sleepless on-call nights -- and try to remember your earlier inspiration. You may even want to renew contact with someone who positively influenced you.

In addition, I advise you to speak with your student affairs dean and to try to arrange some different medical experiences. After spending an afternoon in a community physician's office, away from the day-to-day grind, you may feel reinvigorated by the vision of yourself in that role.

If, after taking these steps, you still have doubts about practicing medicine, you do have options. All schools have mechanisms in place to deal with students who are struggling with your exact scenario. Schedule a meeting with your dean. You may want to take a leave of absence to explore other career possibilities or just to get away from the med school environment for a while. Criteria for such arrangements usually are strict, and the decision should not be taken lightly. Remember that any break in your education will follow you on your paper trail (eg, on residency applications and in letters from the dean). Ultimately, you need to do what is right for you.
I hope this helps. As I frequently say, it also helps to talk with students in classes ahead of you. Believe it or not, you are not the first one to have these thoughts, and another student may be able to recommend a peer who can provide some good counsel. Keep your head up, take it one day at a time, and believe that things will work out! Good luck.
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Author(s)
Daniel J. Egan, MD
Associate Attending Physician, Department of Emergency Medicine, St. Luke's-Roosevelt Hospital Center, New York, NYDisclosure: Daniel J. Egan, MD, has disclosed no relevant financial relationships.

Harapan Ramadhan

You know I'll always love you.

Hellooo :)

An article i'd like to share from Medscape.

Is Your Email Address Hurting Your Image?

Jessica Freedman, Medical Student, Emergency Medicine, 03:17PM Aug 19, 2009

luvs2partay@xxxx.com ratherbeshopping@xxxx.com martinilover@xxxx.com Do any of the above email addresses inspire confidence? Many medical students believe that their professional reputations begin during residency. Many residents believe their professional reputations being when they become attendings. In reality, your professional reputation begins even before your first day of medical school. In today's "virtual world," many of us are known by our online personas; we have Facebook and MySpace pages, we tweet, we blog, we "chat" and text. As a professional, you will be judged by everything that is visible to the outside world. So, imagine that you are a residency admissions officer. You are reading an application from an applicant who appears to be stellar. You are so impressed that you decide to send him or her a personal email interview invitation. As you type in their email addess, you pause: Studyhardplayharder@xxxx.com. Now you are concerned. Maybe this applicant isn't who you think she is. Intrigued, you decide to look her up on Facebook and there you see signs of the play harder persona. Discouraged, you decide not to send that email. Since most communications these days are via email, it is essential that your email address reflect your professionalism. I suggest that your email address always be some variation of your name. If your school provides an email account, this is likely their format. While it is fine to have a "fun" email address for your friends and family, be sure that all of your school and work communications are from a different account. Students and applicants often wonder if admissions officers or faculty look at Facebook and other social networking sites. The answer is yes. Even privacy settings may not protect you, since so many people are "friends." A recent survey of college admissions officers by Kaplan revealed that 10% looked at Facebook pages. It is essential that you keep your personal pages "clean" and do not have incriminating photos or comments. And, remember, the company you keep is important. If you have some friends who make less than exemplary posts on your page, you may want to get rid of them as friends (for the purposes of your Facebook page). Your classmates in medical school, your residents and your mentors will some day (soon) be your colleagues. The reputation you establish now will follow you, so make wise choices. xxxxxxxxxxxx So loves, your email address DOES matter.

Sedih sebenarnya

The last 10 nights of ramadhan is passing by as we speak/type, but i can't fast due to womanly reason :(

Its these times that makes me feel like i dont want to have the female reproductive system.

Sedih tahap mahu menangis tapi tahan air mata hingga dada jadi sebak sakit & pipi rasa panas, gara-gara mahu control macho :'(

Sedih sebab di kala hormon tidak stabil dan tidak boleh puasa dan tidak boleh sembahyang/baca@pegang quran saya jadi mati akal tidak tahu perlu buat apa to make the most of ramadhan.

Tahun depan tidak mahu period bulan puasa boleh? Mahu puasa cukup sebulan di bulan ramadhan. Please.

Free slap

Dang you laptop/internet connection for being so slow!
Rasa mahu tampar muka laptop.


Tapi tidak boleh. Ramadhan kan, kena lah extra sabar. Bulan-bulan yang lain sabar sikit saja :D


Sebenarnya saja ja mahu bagitau RUMAH SUDAH ADA INTERNET CONNECTION! Woot!!! Walaupun bapak slow gila nak mamps banding dengan connection UCD, tapi asal ada syukur lah. Boleh juga tengok lecture notes prof bannigan. Ceh bajet student yang sudah rajin belajar di minggu pertama sekolah. I kan budak baiiiiik *sparkling eyes* pffftt


Itu memang tipu la sebab minggu pertama sekolah ni i havent sit down and studied properly sebab (mahu jugak bagi sebab ni untuk prove diri ini innocent belaka) we have problems with our place (aka "rumah") and so we kindav been goin around dublin for house viewing, meeting the house agent, etc all the house stuff. We MIGHT move out and live somewhere near ucd, but it's not confirmed. YET.

Anda pasti di welcome untuk datang sekiranya kami sekalian pindah rumah :)
Tempat tinggal sekarang tidak payah, sebab you are not welcome. Ok honeys?

Saya rasa minggu ni memang kaki saya ni berjalan banyak. As in i've walk to-from ucd-my current living place, walked to ranelagh from ucd, jalan kaki di pembroke area hampir sampai ke ballsbridge. Tiadala banyak sangat berjalan pun, tapi ulang-alik ulang-alik kaki tidak penat, tapi belakang saya ni sakit. Di area lower back, lumbar vertebrae region. It hurts when i shift my body sideways. Ada sesiapa mahu bagi differential diagnosis? Perghh haha.